Result of my breakdown
Result of my breakdown
Last night I got a big breakdown, cut myself deep and cry all night. Good news all I got today is a cofee and I chew ice
I am freaking in love with my new iPad I can’t get my hands off it. I am not eating a lot these days so it’s also a good new. I can’t wait that the semester ends I am fucking tired…..
I got a new iPad today and I love it!
My nails for the week :)
Cutting because I can’t stand who I am
I was forced to eat because I almost faint…. I hate it. At least I have only orange juice and veggy. People don’t understand how hard it is.
I feel so alone….
I am so fat and ugly CW: 169.4 need to be 150 lbs at the end of november
I got my beautiful pro-ana bracelet today ;) Yyeeeaaaahhh so happy and I lost 9 pounds in 2 weeks wich is great